October21,2012--Thankful day

I am so thankful for today. For the air that I breathed to the last word that I will say for tonight. I am thankful for today.
I got to celebrate and worship God with other brothers and sisters!!
It felt soo good!! There were several times in the service that I was about to cry, because I was so happy and overwhelmed by joy.
I am so thankful for today!
I got my reports done and need to sleep early to be well rested for tomorrow.
I am so thankful for today!
Yurim came back :)! She came to my room and appologized, but I am so glad I got to see her and that she came to visit me even though she was tired.
I am so thankful for today!


<3 p="p">Keep thinking of so many things again.
But...
I am SO thankful for today! :)

It is so strange... I was looking at past blogs... and .. just like I did not want to go to ODU, it was honesly a similar case to Japan. I wanted to ... but I did not... I was not excited.. nor did I desire it anylonger... but I can see once again.. I know yet again.. dispite my kicking and screaming. pouting and whiny brattyness of a child, God has a greater purpose. He is the best designer, of my life, of nature, of everything... Especially time. <3 p="p">
We.. the body of believers, the Christ followers, action practicers and grace embracers.
He moves in us through his Spirit and compassion.
God of all.
God who is
LOVE
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10/12/2012--RecentRunning--October14,2012

Miss. Miss Miss. Miis. Mis.
Miss things sometimes.
But I know that when I miss something I realize...
To miss is the past..
but today is the present
the presents is a gift of God
and a reminder of hope
hope for the future
hope for the plans that He has in store( GOD has plans in store)
For He is good
and because He (GOD) is good,
His plans are good
His plans are strong, the best, the most exciting
beautiful
complex/difficult
rewarding
made to give Him his due glory
Because we are unashamed
unashamed of the gospel,
His gift of life,
life which can only be lost
only be lost
to be found in Jesus Christ
our LORD
our savior
the Son of GoD
sent to the cross to resolve our sins with blood
blood that was by no means diluted or changed
blood that was real so our sins wouldn't remain-
attached.
remain--
a burden.
Why so easily do i try to pick bags up ? why do I try so hard to fill my own cup.
fill it with people
fill it with fun
fill it with what i see at the moment
or what i long for that is past?
All I know is that GOD holds the glass
holds it while he watches
holds it while he waits
holds it while he wonders --
when i make mistakes
When will she let me
let ME fill her cup?
Shall I keep waiting,
or will she even hear me if I speak up
Speak up while she is running
running in circles
sigh
I will wait
Wait till she gives up ---
her self-sufficiency
her silly pride,
when will she realize
that I am the one that has--
has what she desires deep inside.